Mathias Svalina is the the author of five books, including Destruction Myth (Cleveland State University Poetry Center), Wastoid (Big Lucks Books), & the recently released The Wine-Dark Sea (Sidebrow Books). He is an editor for the small press Octopus Books. Since 2014, Svalina has run the Dream Delivery Service & ran a similar project for the Museum of Contemporary Art Denver in 2015. In the fall of 2016 through the summer of 2017 he will be delivering dreams in other cities, including Richmond, Tucson, Marfa, Austin & Chicago.
2 poems by Mathias Svalina
from THANK YOU TERROR
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Summer leaves me
nothing to disprove.
All the scabs
are gone
& left behind
is something born
a thousand times,
a slickness
of renovation,
of disaster.
I was reborn
so many times,
& so many times
I fucked it up.
I played my part.
But that’s not what’s interesting
what’s interesting
is something I can’t
find a way to say
without guessing
at what I was
in all the broken couches
of the day
without guessing
at what I am
without tracking
bad water back
from the ocean
to the shore
to the river
to the sink
without guessing
what’s before me
in the dark
slur.
of the world
we love,
a catalogue, an aspect
reflected onto
each body encased
in its preferred shackle
each body
a body of dust
held together
by its own careful gravity.
Insight, wisdom, clarity:
these things
mirrors hold
against us
in the drawn form
& pressure
of the body
in relation
to the body’s
loss.
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A ritual grief
a journey on
the borders
of loss.
Shackles custom-fitted
to the shape of our desires
so they look like our desires
so you can’t tell
where the shackles end
& the garden begins.