1 poem
by Charlie Brogan
Charlie Brogan (she/her) is a writer living in London, UK. She is the co-founder and editor of The Rally magazine and has had poems published in Aurelia, ASH, and Dear Damsels.
Metamorphosis
For a while, I enjoyed being a chihuahua with pink paw nails
and a plastic collar
I loved being carried in a leather handbag
on the shoulder of some wicked beauty, I really did
one time I had a waitress poke her tongue out whilst carrying me—
a plate of green jelly—to a kid's party table, I was terrified
one time I was a rabbit fetus in the womb of a floppy bunny crossing the road
one time I took the form of a human girl and cried to my boyfriend
about the coin of blood on the sheets
one time I was the yellow horn of a daffodil and broke off in a gentle breeze
landing vulnerable and silly in Asda’s carpark
I’m allowed to change my mind
I think now I’d like to wear open shirts, spurs, and a crisp white stetson I could frisbee
into the hot desert, take down a vulture like a feather balloon
I want to kick down some barn door with my hind legs and let all
the other animals flee into the long grass
I want to sit with my legs spread on a porch and spit into a bucket
have everyone listen to a list of leather studded tales
maybe I’ll run everyone that’s ever crossed me down in a tank then
light a cigar and press the smoke into her mouth, kiss her soft neck.